March 4, 2009

• Friends

  
  Coaster given to me by someone I cared a lot about. She cared about me, too. She really meant it, too. Of course, it didn't help her stay with me, so I guess some people don't mind not being just a biscuit. Or maybe she was able to be just a biscuit with more than one person. C'est la vie. Realistically I WANT her to be able to be herself with everyone, not just me. It is more healthy that way, and better for her.

  I never figured out what she did want. Maybe she just DIDN'T want me. That would have been ok too, but it hurt a lot how she turned her back to me. Was that necessary? We were friends.

  She was going after what she wanted most.
  

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